Friday, August 12, 2011

I don't like them! How do I tell them that after what happened?

I got a "dare list" and it said for me to go ask out all of the skaters. Well, at my school the skaters are the crap, they wear the pants if they tell you to jump you'd better jump and no girl ever, ever says no to them. Anyway, I dated a skater but I left him because I no longer liked him and I wanted to be single. Then he made my depression worse and I started cutting again and so on. Any way, back to the dare thing. So, I walked over to their skating area with dignity and asked a group of them out reading off my other dares to them. Well, my ex was like "Why is it always me?" I told him it's because we still have fans of our couple and he was about to say yes then, his friend said "No, we don't want to go out with you, you're to ugly and we don't date emos anyway." So I was offended because the skaters have always hated me because I don't treat them like god, I treat them like dirt and treat the nerds (who need it) like god. Then another skater said "Hey, [name here], [my name here] has a dare to cuss you out!" So I didn't say anything and ended up getting cussed out by him because he used to bully me until I turned him in. Then the guy who cussed me out left and then I heard something extremely offensive along the lines of "She f*cking qu**fed." I never slept with any of them and I found that use of words embaressing so I inched away embaressed. And now, knowing the skaters, they're going to tell the whole school that I like them but I don't. It's pure hatred between us. I know this is stupid to be embarressed over so I just need some help. Can you guys help me to not be so embarressed over this?

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